"Ghost echoes"

this journey is fevered
and i'm moving between the lines
in a corner of the sky
where it's dark around the edges
where pity holds sway.
i'm trying to stay dry
for now
hot then cold
i'm slipping in and out of focus
at times i hover
then i'm still
maybe for days.
and then like now
i'm falling
flying
swooping...
like the golden eagle
i can see all things from this vantage point.
i hear you sigh
lost in that distance
of warm bodies
of silver shoals
of light
of flying too..
it's never cold up here
even when it's snows
even when i'm naked
(memories of skin and snow..)
and you on the edge of adventure
close your eyes
close your eyes
close your eyes
we're falling
flying
swooping...
touching wings
like the inuits kiss
up up up
into the cool blue sky
caressing..
i change my name from icarus
to shaman ghost-echoes
and take my place at the mouth
of every river
dancing with the wind
with the moon
with the love of a million stars
embrace..
and when you reach that edge
and a long long long way down
close your eyes
close your eyes
close your eyes
and feel the ghost echoes.

"Sister-sparkle"

i begin each day anew
wiping memories as i go
it's miraculous
until i fall...

thirdsex
thirdforce
rising..

i wrap myself in passions,bright
revealing truths
and hidden strength
always rising

my world of chaos
in bright white light
you are with me
clothed in silver rays
sister-sparkling

we dance,endlessly
forever stumbling
falling
flying..

hold me,spinning
swish/swish

this disguise reveals all

...i'm naked with wings
scratching and creaking
tousle-haired,kneeling
and you...

a smile -
and the cosmos is hushed
laid bare
in whiteness
i know you scratch beneath my surfaces
i know you are there

and wherever i go
i will take you with me...

"Kissedsour"

messed up
fucked up
ugly
all slugged up
carnt speak
carnt dictate
carnt communicate
carnt make clear
slugfuck
ugly
slithers away
my dreams
inside
rotting soul
touchedraw
kissedsour
JOY

"The story of my cunt"

this is the story of my cunt (x 29)

"Dirty beautiful dirty"

strip me completely
dress me in white
beautiful long flowing
naked, swish swish
beautiful long flowing
see-thru' sex
becomes clear
hold me tightly
feel the blood rush through my veins
stiffen, stiffen
cock hard, caressing
come come majestic,
come come, snowkissing
rolling,
head spinning,
head flailing,
cock spurt in heaven
my dress wet
dirty beautiful dirty
dirty beautiful dirty
dirty beautiful dirty
in heaven,
still...

"On wings of snow"

premonition...
this trouble thickens
feel it twist and turn
this work is the work of a charlatan
"an imp of the perverse"
icarus on wings of snow
just watch me fly
just watch me..

this trouble begins
when unknowingly
you reach the fountain
the sacred shrine
my soul sings

o beautiful sleeper
close your eyes

your lips sparkling
transformed..
i dress you in softness
you flower
i fly

simplicity ends
when touch comes
my soul burns

i have strength
internal,
majestic
the golden eagle.
i have weakness
icarus on wings of snow
spiralling,
majesty

the battle lines are drawn

i've been searching since 4
am/pm
ad 1965
warm body-snatcher
subterranean
i an submariner
fierce
lashing out
stabbing
stab!
stab!
stab!
warm body-snatcher
your internal friend

i've been searching
shape-shifting
celtic warrior
thru' history
thru' herstory
guerilla warrior
burnt-earth practitioner
if i can't have you can't have
if i can't have you can't have
if i can't have you can't have
i've turned..

i self-inflict these wounds
piercing my own heart
without consent
without knowing

my sun is burning into my eyes
while deceit plays heavy
and dances
my sun is hanging low in this sky
and beckons me
and taunts me
and cries
icarus icarus
make love to me

you know my desire..
the pariah
self-contained
rooted
but from the inside looking out
in between silence
in between noise
earth wind and water
you are there
special friend
simplicity..
can i be your sister
internal friend
integrate me

o beautiful sleeper
o beautiful sleeper
o beautiful sleeper
close your eyes.

"Jeanne d'Arc"

i'm covering all grounds
all places
everywhere..

and this is where life flows for me
thin-ice thick snow
with the sunshine
hanging low

and i'll dance and burn
like jeanne d'arc
a flame that flies
a flame that flies
a flame that flies
a flame that flies
a flame that flies.

"Cool cool medusa"

i'm so unholy
i'm so unholy
i'm so unholy
i'm taking a chance just talking to you
i'm taking a chance like i always do
i'm demystified with the donkeys' tail
in this wide open space
it's so cold here
breathe - and stay with me
breathe - and stay with me

i'm so unholy
i'm so unholy
i'm so unholy
i'm in a fishbowl
everything seen,i'm so unclean
and my thoughts impure
i'm in a fishbowl
meeting eyes with you...
breathe - and stay with me
breathe - and stay with me

and all my fingers and toes will fall off in the snow
and all my fingers and toes will fall off in the snow
and all my fingers and toes will fall off in the snow
and all my fingers and toes will fall off in the snow
and all my fingers and toes will fall off in the snow

cool cool medusa
cool cool medusa
cool cool medusa
cool cool medusa
cool cool medusa

"Sada Abe"

i was dreaming of decay
dreaming of atrophy
mythical goddess of disintegration
deep-dreaming
of her earthly manifestation
sada abe -
in the realm of the senses
lulled by the most erotic image
ever seen
sada abe -
hair cascading down her face
knife clenched between her teeth
seconds before she cuts the dick
off her dead lover
for days she carried around
her treasured keepsake
deep deep inside
for days she wandered
dazed-sublime
beyond passion
beyond pain
beyond passion
beyond pain
beyond passion
beyond pain.

"Cum poets"

cum poets-
with rimbaud
with pasolini
with patti
cum poets-
with kathy
with bukowski
with genet
thru' mirrors with orpheus
into the underworld... for eurydice
eyes wide-open
eyes laughing
o angel whores of melodia
o angel whores of babylon
cum poets-
liberate/ejaculate
cum poets-
masturbate/emancipate
born behind the barricades
born of despair
born of revolution
born of desire
born of desire
born of desire.